I Am Stronger Than This

WOW, what a wild time the last couple weeks have been. Lucky for me I have a lot of people taking care of me and standing over me all the time. I knew I didn't feel good but didn't think I was THAT sick. I really don't have time for that stuff, I have a lot of important stuff to do. I am feeling better now, thanks to all your prayers, we all know that prayers are answered in a certain way for a particular reason, we just dont always know the reason. Thanks to Tony and Em for keeping you all updated on my progress.

It is so good to be home, there are no nurses here, and no x ray techs or lab techs to poke and wake you all night. I am a little balder than when I went in, for some reason my hair is still dying and falling out. I have enough in the back for a small pony tail and the top has to be covered with a hat now. They had said that the tumor will take up to 2 months to die and shrink, so maybe the hair does too. I wish not, it is sad. I am still swollen also, but should be off the steroids in about 5 more days, so that will start going down. Breathing is the easiest it has been in about 2 or 3 weeks, so I think this has been coming on since radiation. Of course I am not the dr. Angel finally took a break and went to Tonopah this week end, to see her family, but she will be back soon. I had a wonderful blessing from my husband, Kent and son, Ty in the hospital, thank you both, it was so important to me. Tandi and Tawni stayed with me through all the ER stuff, even the lovely nurses, that are lucky to be alive still. Sometimes you need a little help from our girlies. It was so nice to have them both, there when they could and thinking of me when they couldn't be there. Even Kami skipped school to come hang out with me, and Trenton brought the boys to see me, wow. Luana, Honey, Gabrielle, and Marissa came also. I know I am forgetting someone, like Nick and Shawn, Steven, Shaylie, Katie, Hannah, Kolton, friends. It was over whelming really. I Love you all. Again I am happy to be home..........